And that is what I must do today. As last night Plaid told me that he was straight and not gay, like over fucking twitter message. Becuse let's be honest here he's not a "man" he's a scared little kid that's trapped in a mans body. His balls have not dropped yet to tell me in person like a real man.
But come on the selfies, that back rub, and why did I need to know the size of his dick again....but oh well right? And the funny thing was that it took him almost a week to tell me this fact about him. Like a whole fucking week to tell me this shit. I don't care how shy you are just a silly yes or no question is not that hard answer.
With in that week little stupid me over ate ice cream, cried way to much, and also could not sleep. I mean come on, all he need to do was say "no." But oh well that's life for a gay 16 year old boy Asian that's in to hot football jocks that are assholes.
It still is so funny to me how flirty he was to me with in that time frame. Why did he have to do that? I have no fucking clue still, maybe later I will understand why he did that.
However, overall I'm pretty happy with what happend. I think that I got the awnser that I was looking for. Not that he would tell me that he liked me, I mean God that would have been amazing. But it was a response that I need the most. So a massive wight has been lifted from me. Not the awnser I wanted but, hay it's something.
But I don't think that we are friends anymore sadly. Mybe over the summer we could be cool again and hangout? Let's hope that happens, for being the asshole that he is he's still a pretty awesome guy. But at this point little old me has moved on. I think there could be a chance right?
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