Web Based Wednesday

I think we all have a Twitter, Facebook, Snapchat or just any other kind social media outlet. I don't use twitter often but when I do use it it's pretty fun. I tend to get in to the whole crazy shit show of just retweeting everyone's tweets. 

However today I got a little sad, I mean Plaid unfollowed me on twitter...THAT PICE OF SHIT UNFOLLOWED ME!! I'm just kidding but at the same time I did feel sad. Like I don't know why but it was to the point where I had to leave the classroom and go cry in the bathroom. Like how childish of me to do such a thing.

I mean I have emotions, so logically does  that mean I have the right to cry? I don't want to cry all the time but I must. I'm just sad, that as a happy gay man that I am, this asshole football jock brought me to tears in public. 

That might be the problem that's going in my mind is that, I don't want to cry in public. As much as I am an outgoing person, I still have feelings that no one sees and one of those is sadness. 

I personally think tears are the worst thing ever. They're little drops of water that roll down your face that is only produced when one is in emotional pain and suffering. No matter how big or little your tears are they still contain with in them the feeling of pain. But mine are also full of regret. The regret of ever telling my crush that I liked him. 

I know that one day I can move on from all of this but it's still kinda hard like very hard. Only two classes in the day and two left and my last class is the one I see him in I hope he does not come. I can't cry anymore. Because tears hurt, a lot and my tears are filled with too much regret.