It may sound simple that I'm just thinking of him, but rather I feel it's so strange. I personally feel that when your thinking of some, they must be of a high importance to you. Because there's a fuck load of generic bitches out there. So, to me does that mean Plaid is still important to me?
Maybe, I still kinda like him, and that won't lie about that. But it's also the fact that he's in a way giving me attention that no other boy in my school can. And that he's also like super flirty, like flirty in a such a cute way for a football jock.
I feel like I could have moved on, but for a gay Asian boy that has suffered brain damage from watching the Kardashions it's hard to do that. To me he's cute but in such a strage way. Like I feel when I talk to him there's a different side to him that no one has ever seen before.
It's makes me giggle that after school on Tuesdays and Thursdays we stay after school and get chemistry help. And it's usually just us two and are teacher, but the sad part is that he's super flirty to the fucking point where the teacher is picking up on his flirtatious actions too. Like he drops his guard and plays the flirting game head on.
We usually sit like on the opposite sides of the room, and he will just find some funny way to drift over to my side. Like he will do the whole thing where he needs help with a problem. Then I'm like these are so esay, then I just do the whole fucking problem for him. Like it's cute that he acts like he's not paying any attention to me. We also know that he tries to play it cool and he's fails all the time.
So, I might think about Plaid because he's cute, nice and flirty. Or is there something deeper with in me that wonders about him. Whatever that cae maybe, I still think that he's kinda cute, and a nice guy to be friends with. But I can still hope with summer around the corner we can be BFFs.
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